thoughts

I am still out . today i took the bus to rivers edge(building 19) plaza and I had fun.

bizzy as a bee

I have figure out how to keep me out of the hospital........................................................ keep me bizzy as a bee. To my sisters once I have been out of the hospital for a month and am comfortable taking the bus. I will try taking the train. I will gladly come and help out were it is gladly need. you guys do realize this may take a month or two. I have plans to take the bus to rivers edge on Monday to do some lite food shopping. Today I went to relief a society and did my laundry (yes it is done) =)))

ramblings

After talking with Nancy i realized to some extent (?) I'm addicted to going to the hospital. why I don't know.So every time i go in the hospital i feed my addiction.I want to stop feeding this monster (addiction) . I am open to any ideas on how to stay out of the hospital.

i'm out

hi guys,
I am looking forward to a meeting with my providers on Thursday.I might go swimming this afternoon and I might get my nails done professionally .

I'm out

I am finaly out of the hosptial. Life is going as apeccted I am meeting someone new this up comming week. hopfully it will just be friends. I'll keep ceveryone updated on this.

deprssion

depression sucks. just leaving the house has been come difficult never mind accomplishing something Nancy doesn't listen, I feel like no one know whats its like like being trap w anting to feel better but don't know how life sucks big time. and yes i am still on my meds as prescribed anxiety about going out is unbelievable yesterday was a good day i actually went out i dropped off the Y pass i was using with the help off Julie at the clubhouse and in dropped off a book at the libery h

College

After talking to Maggie and Nancy.I have decided to take only one cores Yoga.I will still be spending two day at college. and I will be possible taking a math cores out side of college

stuff

yesterday i was hearing and seeing things that were not there but today I am doing much better. some voices in the early morning but not in the late morning. What can you do to help a roommate with my problems. She had get her brakes of her car fixed which she had no idea she had a problem. Right know I am not in the pesssion to loan money to her b/c I am going back to school and my books are not covered . Tomorrow I am going to NECC to learn how to take notes in a lecture setting wish me luck.

school

I am looking forward and acaed at the same time for school to start. I am hoping to meet somepeople who have high standers like I do Or I am going to figure out how cto get to the sigles ward. Ben, Natalie what do you think? I am joining Womens network to meet people any ideas on how to meet people I need to meet people who dont let their porplmes controloe there life?

enrgy take 2

I am finally feeling human again thanks to a new antibiotics. I am getting back into swimming, last night i went swimming and i plan on going tonight.

enrgy

Heather and Cathy I do not know how you keep up with 4 very actvi kids. Same with all my other sibs and signacant others. All I know is that I have an Infection and I can bearly fuction on my own. Thanks to the wonderful help of my friends Julie and Mariea.

meds

I just started to pack meds for 7 days instead of 5 fianly
yeeeessss :)

peom

There's A Hole In My Sidewalk by Portia Nelson
Autiobiography in five short chapters
Chapter 1
I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I fall in.
I am lost .... I am helpless.
It isn't my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.

Chapter 2

I walk down the street.

There is a deep hole in the sidewalk

I fall in again.

I can't believe I am in this same place.

But, it isn't my fault.

It still takes along time to get out.

Chapter 3

I walk down the same street.

There is a deep hole in the sidewalk

I see it is there.

I still fall in... it's habit.. but my eyes are open.

I know where I am.

It is my fault. I get out immediatetly.

Chapter4

I walk down the same street.

There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.

I walk around it.

chapter 5

Iwalk down another street

yoga

why in the world would you have 2 count them 2 books for a yoga class? the books Mastery by Leonard and Living Yoga by Feuerstein

college

I am offiacaly signed up for my fall classes. which are Basic Reading, Basic Reading Lab and Yoga.